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Wednesday, January 11, 2017

summer rain soothe desperate dying, in lame PRC

8/7/2011

rain rhythm lasted most night.^last night sees the longest and likely thickest raindrops in my 20 years in Qiqihar, northeastern China, from my hometown in Central China, where large rains that can last a month is a common scene. i surfed later than 23:30 with songs and rain rhythm. this dawn i dreamed shopping online. when goods i ordered delivered to me, i felt quite glad. my passed mother query the prices of vary clothes and items in the parcel arrived. even late, i still ate my breakfast, and peered the ground after the rain. Its a cloudy morning, for Asoh Yukiko spares her full time with me from Heaven this moment.

7/7/2011

a fruitful work night in rain rhythm.^today especial auspicious since i gained my google+ from online help within my gbuzz. napped afternoon with colorful dreams after posted on alumni with flavors annoying the orthodox. baby son's bliss via air saves me from all dusts in the dusk. rain accompanying the darkness descended so gloriously. Aosh Yukiko, tonight be with me in dream, in moisture u brought and echoes the rhythm outside. my happier life, surer narrowly ahead.

RT: a Chinese mailing list from a QQ group, a mainstream im tool in PRC. regard it as a folk song ominous.
^:给胡锦涛、温家宝的信:
主席、总理;
你们好!
据国家有关当局统计,改革开放三十年来,升值最快的是住房、墓地、乌纱帽、月饼和二奶。贬值最快的是职称、文凭、道德、诚信和人民币。
中国已初步建设成为一个由月光族、啃老族、打工族、蜗居族、蚁族、牢骚族、抱怨族、行骗族、逐利族和隐婚族组成的多民族国家。
这是一个给力的一年,这是一个杯具的一年,这也是一个纠结的一年。
这一年,江西的一个钉子户用最无奈的方式结束了自己的生命,他的死证明不了有关部门的野蛮与无耻,只能证明汽油一点就着。
这一年,8名香港游客死在了菲律宾警察的枪口下,让香港人知道菲律宾除了有"菲佣",还有"菲警"。
这一年,一个卖汽车的和一个卖运动鞋的在关于谁"给力"和谁"不给力"的问题上发生了分歧从而引发了"3Q大战",最后"狗日的腾讯"做出了"一个艰难的决定",末了才知道这俩孙子何止是"坑爹",简直就是"坑爹"。
这一年,李刚没有出名,李刚的儿子也没有出名,但是李刚的儿子的爸爸出名了。   
最近,国家某部公布了一项统计数据,告诉人们:你要不是三大式人物(大款,大官,大腕)而想在北京买套100平方米总价300万的房,社会阶层所付出的代价请看:
1 农民:种三亩地每亩纯收入400元的话要从唐朝开始至今才能凑齐(还不能有灾年);
2 工人:每月工资1500元需从鸦片战争上班至今(双休日不能休);
3 白领:年薪6万,需从1960年上班就拿这么多钱至今不吃不喝(取消法定假日);
4 抢劫犯:连续作案2500次(必须事主是白领)约30年。
5:妓女:连续接客10000次,以每天都接一次客,需备战10000天,从18岁起按此频率接客到46岁(中间还不能来例假)
以上还不算装修、家具、家电等等费用。
中国的现状(经典)
1、ATM取出假钱--->银行无责
2、网上银行被盗--->储户责任
3、银行多给了钱--->储户义务归还
4、银行少给了钱--->离开柜台概不负责
5、ATM机出现故障少给钱--->用户负责
6、ATM机出现故障多给钱--->用户盗窃
7、广东开平银行行长贪污4亿--->判2年
8、ATM多吐7万给老百姓许霆--->判无期
声明:转发不会送人民币,但如果觉得作为消费者,全中国十三亿储户不公平的,请转发 ,有多少群转发多少群 。
中国现状:
生不起,剖腹一刀五千起;
读不起,选个学校三万起;
住不起,二万多元一平米;
老婆不是娶不起,没房没车谁嫁你?
养不起,父母下岗儿下地;
病不起,药费利润十倍起;
活不起,一月辛劳一千几;
死不起,火化下葬三万几。
总结(八个大字): 求生不得,求死不能
多传传,让领导人们看看, 就不信传不到中央胡书记与温总理那里去。有群的都转发 加一句:谁看到谁最少转发一个群,转发2个以上群的,愿他买彩票中500万 。
教育:希望进去,绝望出来;
房产:蜗居进去,房奴出来;
演艺:玉女进去,小姐出来;
信访:窦娥进去,疯子出来;官场:海瑞进去,和绅出来;
煤窑:蹲着进去,躺着出来;
大学:校花进去,残花出来!
股市:杨百万进去,杨白劳出来;宝马进去,自行车出来;西装革履进去,三角裤出来。
老百姓在思考,为啥玩不过政府呢? 原因如下:
1、你和他讲道理,他和你耍流氓;
2、你和他耍流氓,他和你讲法制;
3、你和他讲法制,他和你讲政治;
4、你和他讲政治,他和你讲国情;
5、你和他讲国情,他和你讲接轨;
6、你和他讲接轨,他和你讲文化;
7、你和他讲文化,他和你讲孔子;
8、你和他讲孔子,他和你讲老子;
9、你和他讲老子,他给你装孙子!

用奶粉灭掉00后,
用考试灭掉90后,
用房价灭掉80后,
用失业灭掉70后,
用城管灭掉60后,
用下岗灭掉50后,
用拆迁灭掉40后,
用医改灭掉30后,
……最后,活着且活得很好的人都去开两会。
有人问:"啥是两会呢"?
农民代表答:会养猪、会交配。
工人代表答:会挣钱、会消费。
民工代表答:会讨薪、会下跪。
保姆代表答:会插足、会叠被。
艺人代表答:会炒作、会陪睡。
商人代表答:会赚钱、会逃税。
官员代表答:会撒谎、会受贿。
股民代表答:会割肉,会流泪。
革命工作苦啊:
反应慢的会被玩死;
能力差的会被闲死;
胆子小的会被吓死;
酒量小的会被灌死;
身体差的会被累死;
讲话直的会被整死;
能干活的会被用死。
所以呀:
人不能太敬业了。
董存瑞拿得太稳了;
刘胡兰嘴巴太紧了;
邱少云趴得太死了;
黄继光扑得太准了;
张思德跑得太晚了;
白求恩会得太多了。
教训呀,
心态好才是最重要的!
不然人在天堂,
钱在银行!
BTW, It's a sunny morning after happy and spectacular/speculative night yesterday, when it thunders and flashes while refuted raining. God, wind for changing China is ready, when let it on its way?

6/7/2011

baby baffled by heat since last weekends, now freed from the death of public enemy in PRC.^this week chiefly avoid trifle ambushes enemy of Empire of China beset. baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, owner of warozhu.com and wozon.net, succeeded floating over the drain of traps and grills of paid raids mentally and darkly around his mom's house. on Monday and Tuesday, after one or two weeks busy with upgrading our current 3 computers with my imporved salary, lots of evil envies, also includes spiritual wake up i instilled in baby son's heart by conversations, led to baby's frequent heats in nights, i decided to calm down and trust God. I haunted more time in QRRS' Dorms' garden, rest on bench in it, decided my strongest will to reunite with my girls in our new families, including our lavish wedding ceremony. that's gift Father promised my girls, for his best beloved Son, me, benzrad 朱子卓. i started reviewing my new working environment in my dorm freshly, cheering up for years' dream coming true. i felt i need a new start, just like a new game's release today, "a new beginning", its also a day full of rumors of a passing by FIG among dictation China, a long time lame duck. i enjoyed surfing so long, when this moment i looked outside of window, an drizzled anticipated by local weather forecast. the new moon appeared since the night before yesterday. i with full authority to claim, bliss gathering over the Royal of China in my title. God, change to China long time due, now let baptism pouring more smooth&sweet!

benzrad's comment on the day.

distance by the Pacific ocean.

from zhuzz | blogspot
riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):only American sustains and enable the hero and the heroic characters John shown, inherent among free souls on the blessed land of great US. that's holy. bureaucracy rampant on Asia produced cowards and barking dogs bounding to a poor bone and self-destruction, or even abnormal and insane. God saving Asia since the fall of Yuan Dynasty and erection of Ming, treasure of Zhu's masterpiece from war's ruin. world western with kind heart will witness the blessing YHWH casting over the scarred land of Asia and oceans around embracing the over-pestered soil of yellow. the world arrives, surely beams more brilliant and holy shining in one Father never give up mercy among short and embarrassingly less gifted tribes like Asian.
中情局"约翰"是追捕本•拉登第一功臣
CIA analyst 'John' revealed as brains behind Osama bin Laden operation
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5/7/2011

God with me in turbulence of besieged enemies.^lingered in Japanese family for a long time in dawn dream. God still lets baby son fought against enemies of our Empire of China in title Zhu's. heats of war fires baptized him for nights and i can just pray God for his rest, for his mercy&skip over the draining death-match. Asoh Yukiko, sooner bring my son, esp my 2nd son of us to me in our new family, Royal of China.

1/7/2011

dreamed of death match.^yesterday is the greatest day recently. God brings me again to its online radio in the morning after broke the habit for months. near noon among its sultry holy brave heart expels me to act to eliminate my long time agony of delays, to complete long time wish to renew baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲's (wozon.net ) and my own personal domain (benzrad.us ) to cover near 10 years ahead while family other 3 domains already equipped with 10 years since their birth. the canteen owner loaned me ¥1000 with ¥70 compensation i promised to refund on next month's paid day. near dinner the transaction online consolidated, its also started to rain. i can't help go over to visit baby son with the good news among rains, by bus. baby likely suffering gameless alone, for his legacy desktop hardly equipped with games after recent upgrade and shipped os based on infectious Chinese pirate winxp known for Trojans and malware bundled from local computer market. so he told me bitterly he will use the best computer in family in future. i assured him that's out of question. then i tried to install 2 games of his favorite to ease more or less his frustration, but the damned os failed my efforts, among his mom's frequent curses and angers for my recent frequents. in the night i dreamed clearly recently: i was sent to a new subsidiary factory of QRRS, my long time payer and an old state-owned enterprise, in other city, with a delegation including the sinful monitor in my ditched office. he tried to be orthodox but i saw the covert cheat and the truth of people's joy in their own interests. then dreamed my university alumni, a Xiao, from my hometown province Hubei but poorer northwestern area while my homeland sits richer plain alone Yangtze River in southeast of the central China province, the unbending calf slept under my berth for more than 2 years in campus back to 1987, and trapped by poorness all his college education even unable to buy a quilt to coat the cotton on his bed in 4 years. the recent alumni gathering, first time consulted me in its session while i never traveled for meeting, celebrating our 20 years' graduation, indicating by one of speeches among alumni published online that Xiao likely also broke down into asylum, like me did bravely against enemies of my Empire of China years ago, as my fate leads out to maintain curved and vectored throughout victory and glory that shines. in the dream he fought me with knife and i barely survived myself without lose nor hurt. near breakfast i woke up in time as usual, with dazzling accuracy after failing temptations of vary dormancy. returned to dorm, i napped again, dreamed in my hometown a folk now building on the neighbor slope near our mountain his new house, conjoint the sinful dark house peeking in front of my dad's house. my passed mother in dream proud of me, and treated me with her usual delicacy she cooked.
God, u see I finally got my improved office in Dorm, esp. the Internet, the light speed and vast lasting echo of meanings in utterances and publish i can't live without. but the place likely besieged again by enemies of my Empire of China. gays and hooligan, including paid criminals and other cheap souls, clustered again around my dorm. lead me out like river flushes its new berth along the bank. God, save the sanity and saint of my Royal of China, bring me sooner into my new family with my girls, including my 2nd wife, Asoh Yukiko, Crowned Queen of Royal China from Japan, my girl Zhou, my Taiwan girl absent from my sight for months, and other blessed lives in my life, all under ur shine.

benzrad's comment on the day.

riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):cute insight.
财经网:【博客 韩寒:没有希望工程】但是很明显,红十字会的后台没有希望工程硬,在新浪微薄搜索红十字,会出现很多内容,正面负面都有,但是搜索希望工程或者其娘家青基会,马上会出现"根据相关法律法规,你所搜索的内容不予显示",这就变成了没希望工程  http://163.fm/73WMwAg   今天 11:24 来自享拍微博通   原文转发1分钟前 来自网易微博
riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):beautiful Taiwanese. meaningful young lives.
网易娱乐:超萌两兄弟吵架,弟弟把哥哥气哭了。短短几分钟内转换了好多话题哦,实在是太可爱了。 
今天 11:31 来自微博定时发送器
   原文转发 

17/6/2011

benzrad's comment on the day.

ash of PRC wouldn't leaves any remnant. by Benzrad Zhu

Ma's losing, is the losing of China, esp. PRC. PRC definitely losing into hell without any mercy from the world co-existing. Ma's faith on labor prefers investor surely a betray of its growth path, he himself definitely knew it. but still he tried to survive himself from the ruin of PRC, the dictation hell. the event clearly indicts no one saved from ruin of PRC's short life all in bizarre&sins while maintain its comfortable stance now or then. breaking PRC sinks all its pivot and pillar in burning self-destructive flame.
评论:支付宝事件是中国式违约ugmbbc发布于 2011-06-15 11:02:48|12160 次阅读前天和同事谈论马云的支付宝事件,觉得这条新闻虽然没上媒体头条,却是一个小事件。果然,昨天挺马方和踩马方已在网络上打得不可开交,把问题升级到国家金融安全的高度。马云本人,不惜两个小时越洋短信来澄清这一事件。昨天下午,马云就支付宝转让风波公开表态,称支付宝事件是媒体的"误解和误读"。


25/6/2011

benzrad's comment on the day.

riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓): so many touching interactives among corporations and consumers in democratic nations like US, the merit of God's followers.
财经网新闻网站:【笔记本电脑挡6颗子弹救命】一位美军士兵在阿富汗服役时遭敌人从背后袭击:两颗子弹打中他的肩膀,其余的六颗子弹均打中他背在背包里的HP笔记本电脑,从而保护了他。大难不死的士兵拍下笔记本的残骸留念并发给了HP。HP立刻免费送给这位士兵一台新的笔记本电脑。(新浪科技)


15/6/2011

first tweet on my dorm first time connected to Internet after 6 months' waiting.^new life online from 8:24 Jun 14, 2011.^and finally my dorm got wired with Internet, thx God! the office wrote the bill of broadband charges. really thankful! hope i make friends more online from now on. for this moment i hope God sees all dark out around my surfing.

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Wednesday, August 10, 2011

summer 2011's farewell in dusk drizzle. stronger will to reunite with my girls.

10/8/2011

dreamed battled with a witch all the dawn, after a drizzled dusk.^dreamed hunted by a woman mage. I tried to hit the raged woman with fire ball but frequently unable to detonate it on time. the morning is touchingly bright, after last dusk's drizzle. in last sunset holy message shows me on a bleeding tree that my girls' being one with me, their praying for me, for my presence after gothered and reinforced will power to join me. that's my way to reunite with my best beloved Queens in my Empire reset for 1109 years ahead. the drizzle started after I just settled on a bench in the dorms' garden. the drizzle shallowly baptized me in its prelude, with bliss from my deepest lover, Asoh Yukiko from Japan, the renewing land.

9/8/2011

benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.

dog trail among northern Chinese.^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):in north, esp northeastern China, dogs rampant. they r the main source of mafia among current society and dog system in nowadays PRC government, an covert black market trading anything including human lives and all demons and sick appetite. in southern China, people cooperate for common benefits for circumstance. in northern China, scarcity chases beasts on the land constantly barking to protect their individual food chain, or reversely, barking dogs scattered on the highland let anything insufficient upon insatiable storage competition.
北风 (@wenyunchao): RT @poorstone: 同样是沿海城市,面对PX时大连和厦门的表现截然不同。原文


7/8/2011

dreamed of closely watched G.Bush.^dreamed in dawn living closely with G.Bush, the former American President and father of another American President. he just published his autobiography and trying finding new way to enjoy life. his wife Babara, even stronger in mind now, grows vegetable and sold to me. I told her I needn't a full bunch of scallion, but she actively persuaded more sales to me in her house when I visiting. they demonstrates the loyalty merits of American people.

2/8/2011

dreamed of movie.^visit baby son in dusk yesterday. prepared him new games on his legacy desktop. when I arrived, his mom likely intimately contacting son, for they both felt interrupted by my visit. returned to QRRS dorm, after busy with sorting my os, possible sins in baby's mom's education over baby son let me awake quite some time. this dawn dreamed of watching a movie including 2 female actors, Miriam Yeung 杨千烨,舒琪 and a man I closely watching. superficially its a movie of love, but in fact, its about fake love, be exactly, about gay, lesbian. I saw the genic glory God puts in man, while the merit of female in supportive, hospitality. I also see the inherited subtle difference and different achievements among Hongkong, Taiwan, and mainland of China.
yesterday It mainly bright. but when I left baby's mom house near 8pm, it drizzled. now Its a promising sunny morning. God, bring me my new family with my girls that praying for our living together. bring my son a dell game desktop u promised.

benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.

famine in Africa needs world more helping hands.^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):apple and Jobs doomed to fall, sink in no name in quite short timespan. its just too evil and dirty in mind control in the shits heap.
月光博客互联网:同样是销售游戏,任天堂的Wii的销售策略就远不如苹果iOS,Wii不在中国发行,没有中文界面,也没有一款简体中文游戏,正版游戏价格超高,光盘发行,而苹果iOS有中国商店,有中文休闲游戏,网络发行,平均价格才1美元,还有很多免费游戏。这也注定是苹果而不是任天堂会在中国游戏界成功。 原文


31/7/2011

a drizzling afternoon.^baby son spent a night with pc games in my QRRS dorm. breakfast in KFC on way. returning to his mom's house. lots of bliss in air in the Saturday, when it soothed our longings with clouds and drizzles. work load just completed, so fine!

30/7/2011

dreamed of my passed dad, God in Heaven.^in the dream I first tried to negotiate to buy failing and losing state-owned property, then join a celebrating dancing team and passing my hometown village, Zhudajiu, where my beaming dad just discussing important issues with his patriots, other villagers. he glad to see me growing in social relation. he is so vivid in the dream, that I had to blog the dream after got up. I also find sexuality in the dancing girl, likely of minor tribe Mongolian, ahead me.

29/7/2011

dreamed of baby son, and my passed dad's enemies in his hometown.^yesterday another thunderstorm brought lots of rainfall in the sultry summer, just among my busy progress to update my google sites to incorporate recent changes of my profile online. its just too auspicious a day with Asoh Yukiko, as well as my Royal China. in this dawn dreamed of dad's hometown with my best beloved baby son. I arranged him to exercise some sports game, in disadvantage of my passed dad's sinful challengers, mostly offspring of the dark house owner in front of my dad's old house, a treasure of my old memories, financially got well-being by following my dad's business there. baby son never failed me, with his smartness, his diligence. I clearly see the bliss and promising. Its a bright morning now.

28/7/2011

dreamed of losing sight.^last night its started to rain hard when I settled on bed. in dawn dreamed of suffering eyes sight and almost go blind. dreamed watching a movie in open space and sat aside a girl once worked in QRRS as an interpretor. joined canteen in time but 2 cops close sat aside same table to eat breakfast. they arrived later than I, so likely tentatively arranged.

27/7/2011

dreamed married my Japanese girl.^last night it rained when I launched to save my be21zh.org offical google profile after reported violating its commmunity name rule. in the dawn dreamed of living in Japan in my girl's house. she has a quite blessing father. we kissing and intimate everywhere, including behind the father-in-law's presence. after some tests by the dad, we married. I felt almost sure the Japanese girl is my Crowned Queen of Royal China, Asoh Yukiko. Its a pale morning, but I know Asoh's touching and tendering love from Heaven.

25/7/2011

benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.

abuse and murdering everyday in current China mainland.^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):no redemption can save the lost. except the downturn of PRC with its dictation and fake faith of atheism.
邱毅:大陸前鐵道部長劉志軍因貪腐下台後,溫州動車追撞不僅重創大陸高鐵神話,也使鐵道運輸安全出現警訊。試想事件若發生在時速超過300公里的高鐵,會造成何等傷亡?當年劉志軍好大喜功,想爭世界第一,將 實驗速度 作為 營運速度 的非常規決策,擴張投資熱衷財務槓桿的操作,現在都應該做深切檢討。 原文

22/7/2011

benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.

famine in Africa needs world more helping hands.^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):sin, sins, how could save arrives here?
华尔街日报中文网(华尔街日报)新媒体:【图集:索马里大饥荒】- "非洲之角"遭遇大旱,陷入近30年来最严重的饥荒。加上物价不断上涨和战争,大批索马里人流离失所,数万人正面临死亡威胁。图为两岁的索马里难民亚丁 沙拉德(Aden Salaad)坐在澡盆中望着正给他洗澡的母亲。http://163.fm/YRtOEiO 原文

6/7/2011

benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.

a new scandal in PRC's mainstream.^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):u shouldn't blame her, for she is a common girl, like any beautiful girls on the street. she should be rewarded for disclose dark curtail from upper clad in sinful PRC and their manipulations. any girls, esp in their seasons, blessed with their dream of a better life on the earth, in the society. the unbearable losing is the broken social logic which allowing buying young and beautiful lives via money and abuse of state power.
宇丹律师(颜宇丹): 7号晚间7点左右,郭美美发表微博称:"突然想睡一觉;突然想死;突然想大喊;突然想离家出走;突然想失忆。"早知今日,何必当初,只能怪自己自做自受吧! 原文


From summer is time now
From summer is time now
From summer is time now
From summer is time now
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Tuesday, June 7, 2011

flying hope in brilliant summer 2011 brings growth inside.

7/6/2011

dreamed of worms in flesh in dawn.^yesterday echoes harmony with Asoh Yukiko. I planned to visit zoo with baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲 with porks and vegetables, but baby's mom refused joining us. i waited till afternoon and the sky turned pale. in the period i managed to resort home networks into working, after 3 days down for the telcom mistakenly blocked our broadband service. Its lunar Dragon Boat Day festival. i tried to gift 2 boys in our relatives with blessing, but each time led to baby son's teeth painful and cried in misery. i badly felt urgent to treat animals trapped in zoo, so i brought baby son launching after some pc games, around 3pm. baby dozed on the bus sound. i woke me up near destiny and he fresh as start when we join the zoo now turned open by removing fences and walls. we saw bears, wild pigs, eagle, deers, but sadly found the old eagle missing, likely died. we treated bears, wild pig and eagle with porks, they quite enjoyed except the eagle rested on the roof motionlessly. baby later joined me to toss vegetables to deers, and remnant meat to bears. there were lots of side watchers among tourists at the moment. baby son's only complain is that my purse too thin to allow he playing shooting game among stalls in the zoo. we soon dined out in a nearby restaurant baby chose with his mom after turned back. the dinner is OK, we shot some photos. then we played pc games after settled again in his mom's house, in beaming sunset on the balcony. baby still felt sad when i left to my QRRS dorms. in the night i went to bed later than 11:30pm, reviewing loves from younger lives in my caged freedom of life. God, u see how many blisses in my life. bring my girls sooner in our united life. let baby son enjoy games more on his new dell game desktop u promised!
It rained again in the night. in dawn i dreamed of baby son. i also made twice water in the night. in dawn i dreamed a lot worms in my flesh. i know its all worship that ever-stronger on the earth that witness my Empire emerging.

10/5/2011

lengest rain in 2011. dreamed of passed mother in rain rhyme.^the rain started last night, when i left the ditched office in QRRS near 8pm. i felt mercy in Asoh Yukiko's loving me. all the night i felt the sorrow while blessing. i also buzzed my siblings in my hometown, central China. when i looked into baby son's situation, i felt deep sorrow. but the rain saves. so i tried to buzz him to cheer him up. i tried twice but he yet listened me.
the Monday i mostly stayed in dorm, for fun of harvests on web suffering drought under harsher blocking and censorship by China surveillance, report has it that it now harnessed white list to filter most essential web sites worldwide, close trapped Chinese on mainland into its shameless official propaganda curtain, which is totally lies and distorts. this dawn i listened the dense raindrops outside, i slept sounder. i also dozed after breakfast in canteen. i dreamed boarding in my 2nd elder sister's house, where my mother passing by but restless for my only kid brother's exam for college entrance. i waited before playing game for the return of my sister who went shopping grocery. i felt the touching love in my mother's heart, as well as among my other relatives.
last week also saw my upgraded my acer notebook with additional 2 GB rams. it cost me ¥200. the notebook also cleaned dust inside, resulting more game time with baby son happily. previously it worsened by gathering heat by dusts jammed around its fan and cooling cooper tube of video card. its such a marvelous operation that i still in thankfulness now.
God, its all good news for me, from ur mercy. pl bring me my girls in my new family sooner. bring baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲 his new dell game desktop and a rich International Children's Day tomorrow! God, see my Empire of China in PRC's ruin intact. burn dirt and rip dark over the shadow of my Royal of China.

28/5/2011

dreamed of shits again.^Its a cloudy morning. i prepared games for playing together with son in QRRS Dorms till lunch. after lunch i tried to doze awhile. dreamed a dorm mate receiving a visiting pal. i went to public lavatory and found shits covered the only 2 seats. i tried to avoid to stain my pants but failed, had to leave downstairs with fringes spotted with shits. last night i visited the canteen owner, for he asked me to copy some movies to his desktop. he two days ago lent me ¥200 as i trusted to equip my acer notebook with additional 2 GB ram. he might felt i was obliged to him, even i never borrowed without rewards. last month i borrowed near ¥320 from him and reward him ¥38, total ¥350 returned, with my lodging ¥360 for 2 meals in 4 weeks. the latter is repeatedly. in the night he invited me to drink beer with his late dinner. i talked about my career and my vision as he expected to probe me, while his legacy pc copying slowly. in dawn near 3 or 4am, just after i made water, a heavy rain poured down. it likely didn't last long, for when i got up near 6am, the ground superficailly wet. i join the sinful office at once, waiting a game download to complete, for most web file sharing sites worldwide one by one blocked by China surveillance these days, to name a few, hotfiles, firesonice, fileserve, ul.to, and almsot all popular file servers outside of China.
last two days i experienced roller coaster emotionally. the first day on baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲's birthday, May 25, i got an idea to upgrade my notebook with additional ram, for which i longing so long. it costed me ¥200 and so cheap&out-performed. i visited baby in his mom's house at noon heroically on way back to dorm. but misery descends when i attempted to change bios password. the change deadly locked me outside from boot up. i desperately searched web for resort, calling acer support team for help, and complained God not to allow me in peace but trouble. next day i stayed in dorm rarely in the morning, till i felt the drive bravely to spend another ¥20 on the smart young man who help me clean my acer and upgrade 2 gb ram the day before, betting my luck as well as the opening of computer technology. i was right! acer local support crew failed to fix my missing bios password, but the smart boy did. all the rest of the day i enjoyed the speed and fantasy of my more powerful notebook.
summer now heats us.
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Monday, May 23, 2011

beam in sky: son warrenzh turns 6 years old.

23/5/2011

a drizzle to save.^yesterday I had good time with son, warrenzhu 朱楚甲. we gamed a lot and tried new games. baby more or less daunted by the rich of pc games i prepared. at noon he again loathed to eat lunch hurt me, so i angered and taught him a lesson on life and death in sins. when his mom brought him outside, he seldom allowed me to kiss his cheek. i also fixed my financial records with his mom online on Saturday. when i arrived QRRS Dorms, the canteen's assistant chef tentatively shown cold-shoulders to me, let me see hurts among trifle personals or even demons against God's biz my family behold on the world deepened. when i jogged outside, a drizzle brewing and started to glide in air when i close to my dorm. i really felt mercy and save by Asoh Yukiko, God in my Crowned Queen of Royal China from Japan. in the night i played games alone. the neighbor room in QRRS Dorms losing, or felt reinforced by enemy of China Empire in my title, bumped a lot on the thin wall shamelessly, trying to restrain me with alerts of terrors. now this bright morning i returned to my blog space to let life stream floats, to attest God's presence in my family's duty to broaden the only way that saves Chinese dying in sins for half century.
God, yesterday my financial shown I still in debt of ¥800 after 3 months with improved salary, now amount to ¥1816, with which i quite satisfied, but God, i saw threats against my wishlist to equip baby son, warrenzh, owner of site warozhu.com and wozon.net, a dell game desktop no later than year end. God, u see my pleasure and hope in digital arena for future world. grant us the gift and affirmative of change we beholding. God, brings my girls to my new family sooner.

21/5/2011

baby's birthday. now he is 6 years old.^yesterday baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲 had a happy birthday. at noon i buzzed him if i can visit him earlier than 6pm, for he usually arranged by his mom to have handwriting tutorial after his kindergarten's classes. but baby son told me his lunar birthday on the day. i was so glad to know that, asking if i buy him a cake or KFC food, he told me his mom already bought a cake, i only need to buy him a lighter for candles of the birth day cake. when i arrived, the grandma attending him, while his mom joined her school. we gamed on my notebook soon, till the grandma urged him to join his kindergarten on time. baby murmured he was already allowed to stay at home on celebrating day, but he obied&left. near an hour passed we reunited. i picked him downstairs while the grandma left on the ground. soon his mom returned, we shoot some photos and a home video for baby who in high mood. his mom obviously felt bitter those days and refused to let the happy time stays, instead she busy with her online novels soon. its so nice a day, i treat myself a bottle of juice in QRRS Dorms canteen when i ate my dinner there, near 7:30pm. the bus worktable usually ends near 7pm, so must days when i visiting baby son in his mom's house, i rushed to leave his mom's house, but now i can take bus before 9pm. so great for our pastime with my son, the most glorious on the earth!

18/5/2011

benzrad's comment on the day.

China under PRC suffering catastrophe of suicides more than wartime. 窒息的中国社会


the drug of Internet or game is totally a lie. only the dominating class and its dog tried their best to shift common sense aroused by the poor situation nowadays Chinese beset & killing, result in surge of suicides and destructive social behavior as a prelude of chaos and terrorism, in same vector space with turmoil among its western border neighbors, the Islamic Middle East, echoing the appealing force of democratic, esp from US, into trifle&fuss like Internet games as scapegoat. Chinese, esp its youth suffered distortion of value, and meaningless in overt cheats and ruthless human rights infringe for a long time, they lick blade of death or self-destruct as a way to attest the ill Chinese society, but no one adult Chinese brave enough to poke the source of sick in PRC authority nor poisonous Chinese traditional culture, but instead blamed Internet, as a new achievement in human history, attracted growing number of naive youth, who grow universally in God's mercy and brilliance unbiased by worldly dust, including all dictators in dustbin worldwide. China as well as Chinese in its best is to follow Christian worldwide right&since now into global light from YHWH, one anthem in glory of God.

This is a testament from the Son, benzrad, on May 18, 2011, for the coming Empire of China reset for 1109 years ahead under his glorious family title, Zhu, since his grand father, Zhuzhongming, God in Heaven now, from the relay of Chinese last Empire, Ming Dynasty as treasure of his legendary ancestor half millennium ago.

网络和游戏不可怕,可怕的是现实社会这样的没意思,其中的青年人如此的缺乏乐趣和健康的希望。
任何东西,只有在不理解中可怕。任何生命,即使小孩,都会看到生活或社会提供的选项,只有病的社会会杀死孩子的乐趣和希望。所谓的网络游戏是毒瘾,根本是谎话,近代中国输给鸦片战争,这是铁律,如果中国不社会文化变革,它会第二次第三次的输给未来的暗社会,包括毒瘾。
人,不可怕,可怕的是控制和恐惧。当前的中国就是在恐怖中,从网络景德镇,到流氓官场,到社会黑组织化。沉疴的中国只有神能救,就要救,在YHWH的光芒下。

——神子 benzrad 朱子卓 此处见证。

in reference to:
"32岁男子沉迷网游十年离世 临终称真有意思 ugmbbc发布于 2011-05-17 16:51:06|33321 次阅读"
http://www.cnbeta.com/articles/143091.htm (view on Google Sidewiki)


15/5/2011

dreamed of my jailbreak.^first dreamed of making water 3 times still felt full. then woke up and made water. dreamed in my dorm receiving a hometown folk's visiting. he, likely Zhu Zhongshu, one of my peers, insisted my accompany to leave the dorm. i felt my girl's calling so traveled with him. then likely a jailbreak through many blocking&hunting and finally descended into a field of growing rape (油菜) in my hometown, Zhudajiu. most of folks, including my parents there celebrating the freedom.

14/5/2011

dreamed of baby son.^yesterday Its rained during clouds and sunshine before the night, and the volume likely the largest in the year so far. God help me gained a large toys theme game from web, after heavy harvest since my last blog on Monday. i visited baby with KFC food to thank the fruitful work week near 5pm. we gamed on my notebook while his mom reading novels online. that's all good time can't be more splendid. returned to dorm, i review my satisfaction in music lately. went to bed near 11:30pm. this morning in a hurry to catch the breakfast in canteen, for last night i still felt hungry in the night which a bit cold and consumed more energy. dozed at once after returned the dorm. dreamed baby in his kindergarten out-performed. he made a rap music on his own and sang in front of his classmates and teachers. his parents, and my passed mother watched there, all felt proud. Its cloudy the morning, i felt so meaningful on our future in God's set.

13/5/2011

benzrad's comment on the day.

riveryog(朱子卓):Its true for me, my small toe has the twin nails.
搜搜pop团购导航总站:【纯正的汉族人】据说纯正血统的汉人的小脚趾甲是分成两瓣的,其中靠外侧那一瓣比较小。现在你就可以看看,看自己是否是地道纯正的汉族人。 http://163.fm/aw8QxQA 原文转发 来自网易微博

riveryog(朱子卓):首要信息畅通。
招商银行:一间房窗户破了,没人修补的话,别人就可能受到某些示范性,纵容去打烂更多窗户,久而久之在这种公众麻木不仁氛围中,犯罪就会滋生。生活中小奸小恶行为,需要引起社会重视,并不是小题大做,而是以儆效尤,防范未然。一个"馒头"和一滴"食用油"并不可怕,社会齐聚一心才最无敌。 来自网易微博 原文转发(4)

riveryog(朱子卓):转发微博。
大大傻逼(dashabi):夏俊峰死了,下一个就是我们:http://163.fm/TihsZaO 来自网易微博 原文转发(6)
riveryog(朱子卓):high!
大大傻逼(dashabi):【夏俊峰列传】夏俊峰者,奉天人也,家贫,以贩摊为事,徒幸以养父母。是日,遇城管十余人,尽毁其具,并殴之。夏妻跪泣,城管炽愈盛,持械夹立,市行者噤口莫敢言。城管挟夏至私堂,行怨暴之虐,夏若鸿毛燎于碳炉,其势命危矣。遂挺刀自卫,匹夫一怒,血溅五步,伏尸二具。既出,自报官。竟至斩立决。 来自网易微博 原文转发(5)


From Spring 2011 in a nut

From Spring 2011 in a nut

From homeovie2RoyalChina

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Thursday, May 12, 2011

season of summer approaching, in a rain as prelude.

12/5/2011

time to return.^Its a cloudy morning after a sallow rain last night. i caught the breakfast which is rich. now i felt had to write something to make this blog complete. the sick office i intended to ditch still let me ill for the sinful souls in it any time desperately challenge me, like China surveillance exerts all over scan and constrain over me. life on this scarred continent dominated by dog, including machine dog. but, after all, God, don't u see my life beaming so bright, my level of satisfaction ever increasing in ur blisses? God, last night u touched me with girl's love, i do missing my girls even urgent. in this rained air from 4th floor, God, i entreat ur bringing me my new family with my girls sooner. that's my beautiful hope in this lovable wet morning.

11/5/2011

a busy month puffing for online stuff.^this month i almost absent from my blog sphere. the reason is that i picked up my old hobby, collecting free stuff from web, esp. the shared, for i valued them high and no cause not to harvest while they still available in the spirit of freedom or pirate. everyday ends in elation with what heaps on my hard disk, for they mean happy time, no matter games or readings, under attraction of freedom world, esp from US. its really like a weightless dive, in God's shine.
last night i slept later, reviewing my chat below, God brings me insight in tangles among folks in my past dad's hometown village, Zhudajiu, mostly from a same ancestor, but devils among them drove the lost trying to challenge and defame my old family which so brilliant in its short earthly presence before i witness it vivid. i saw hostile so strong even generations unable shift the acid jealousy. God, u see the strong baring from the stem of Royal of China, and the even boarder world stage for my baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, owner of warozhu.com and wozon.net, future world leader every blessed sees. God, road toward glory unbiased straight for my family since my past dad, God in Heaven now. God, in this raining night, i see all bliss since my childhood, i witness the most scenery in the world my dad unveiled to me, in the mountain and its valley. God, the doomed against my Empire of China now even losing, harsher tools from the stolen state power barking desperate, God, u save and only ur word persist in one that untouchable. God, thank the month and today, thank the rain and thunders outside in this darker prelude of summer night.

10/5/2011

a chat online via qq with hometown folk, a childhood friend.^ [ 2011-05-10 ]
benzrad朱子卓 16:13:31
真不容易见到你。生意怎样,生活顺心吗?
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benzrad朱子卓 16:16:00
我的生活还不错,跟我儿子朱楚甲玩电脑游戏给我挺多乐趣。就是工资低,因为自从2006跟单位弄僵后没有具体工作,爱干啥干啥。现在盼着有结余坐飞机去看老家亲人。
朱才魁 16:16:01
您好,我现在有事不在,一会再和您联系。
朱才魁 16:50:36
我去年过年在家里过的
朱才魁 16:51:00
一家人都回去了
benzrad朱子卓 16:51:14
恭喜。我老家就两个姐姐我觉得亲一些。
benzrad朱子卓 16:52:15
你三弟现在靠谱一些不?前年在朱大九见到他儿子。
朱才魁 16:53:34
还不是长不大,现在两个儿子了,还不是我父母来管
benzrad朱子卓 16:54:06
真的很难跟他小时候的可爱和你说的现在的样子联系起来。不过,谁也不能看准谁的命运。
benzrad朱子卓 16:54:59
你父母那样不对吧,应该让他自己承担责任,否则总是没有机会看清他自己的处境。
benzrad朱子卓 16:55:39
有很多事得自己来,别人越帮越乱。
benzrad朱子卓 16:55:53
你几个孩子?
朱才魁 16:56:16
现在想想也是我父母管教子女的方法不对,生的子女都是没用的
朱才魁 16:56:57
我还能有几个,一个儿子跟你一样
benzrad朱子卓 16:57:52
不要悲观,人多数看不准的,命运能让劣势变成优势。真的。
朱才魁 16:58:58
也没有呀,现在都是靠自己,过得也不错呀
benzrad朱子卓 16:59:12
你三弟不喜欢家庭和孩子也可能他的锐气太重,那也可能是好事。一句话,凡事别太用定势去看,因为人实在太弱小。
benzrad朱子卓 16:59:56
那就好。快乐最好,千金难买。
benzrad朱子卓 17:00:37
下班了,你在店门面吗?
朱才魁 17:01:38
那个我是这样想的,人一辈子,年轻没受过苦,到长大总得吃苦头
朱才魁 17:01:57
现在是在家里的
朱才魁 17:02:07
店没做了
benzrad朱子卓 17:04:54
那现在怎么谋生?人命好我觉得不用你说的那些繁复。报应的看法很必然导致佛教。我觉得佛教是误人子弟,坑害中国人几千年。
benzrad朱子卓 17:06:15
世界的模式很可能不是像佛教的零和和孤寂。我这么想。
朱才魁 17:06:52
现在还是做生意呀
benzrad朱子卓 17:08:12
基督教教人相信万能的独神,这个信仰就能改变世界,即使极端的不自由也不能缚绊那个大自由。
朱才魁 17:09:38
人年轻的时候父母宠爱没吃过苦,长大了,父母帮不了,自己吃苦是必然的,这不是什么教,这是经验呀
benzrad朱子卓 17:09:54
不辩论了。
朱才魁 17:11:08
那也是没办法之后的办法了,人活着总得生活
benzrad朱子卓 17:11:16
我爸从不让我尝尝他的工作的苦,所以我今天的世界比他的更好。父母的爱能这样提高孩子。
朱才魁 17:14:06
父母不能溺爱子女,小时候让孩子吃点苦,子女大了,才能更好的应对生活呀
benzrad朱子卓 17:17:19
真心的爱,包括父母的真爱,是不会不想到孩子大的一天,独立的一天,自私的爱才是窒息人的。你的父母可能原本就是有不对的,在他们对你的三弟的态度里,所以你三弟这么逆。你怎么不相信世界上的事都是一个巴掌拍不响呢?!
朱才魁 17:19:23
这不是每个做家长的都能做的好的,要不怎么说是溺爱呢
benzrad朱子卓 17:21:10
你对。
朱才魁 17:23:37
我这是自身体会呀,现在走到这一步,真的吃了蛮多亏的
benzrad朱子卓 17:28:34
要用感灵的话说,你的生活多少都是你期待或接受的,人生每一步都有选择,如果你觉得世界在你的生活中提供选项太少,那很可能是你还未开化,你的世界原本就是黑暗的。看见恩典,就看见了光明,看见了自由(选项)。
朱才魁 17:30:39
你这又是那来的大道理,我看不大懂
benzrad朱子卓 17:34:05
我去吃饭了,再聊。祝你生活更开心和满意。
朱才魁 17:35:14
好的,
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:12:13
我觉得我刚才的发言不错,想留到我博客里给我儿子将来看,我把你的名改成"朱才魁",行不?不是单独作为一个博客日记发表,而是作为一周的日记里的一天,跟其他几个工作日的日记一起发布,行不?盼你回复。我的博客:http://riveryog.blog.163.com
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:12:49
我不会那些东东
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:14:44
你爱咋弄随你
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:28
你不用管,真名隐去,就是在对话中显示我的思路。看起来就是这样:
太长聊天窗口发不过去,你放心就是。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:48
我写博客4-5年了,
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:58
就是自己的生活和想法。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:16:51
就是从聊天记录里拷贝下来。你看聊天记录,就是这样。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:16:57
谢谢你放心。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:18:50
西方叫信神的"spiritual",中文叫灵修。就是有心人观察到人人心灵互动,世界大有逻辑。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:19:51
你的话真是多哦
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:20:33
我在得精神病后,放弃了强要,就开始观察到神的存在。然后读一些书。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:22:28
书也不能当饭吃呀,也试着做点什么赚点钱呀
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:22:43
每个人的道路都是有缘的,都是神的安排。我从来觉得自己不差,所以亲神是必然归宿。当然,我的父亲给我巨大的指引。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:24:00
你难道不知道你的道路是不用求的吗?我现在很好,为什么要去争庸人的东西?
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:25:32
金钱不是万能的,没有金钱是万万不能的呀
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:25:53
你要是感恩,你就不这么苦痛你过去吃过的所谓的亏。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:28:02
我吃亏是指我生活的态度,不是钱的错
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:29:11
富裕没有极限,我现在觉得我的生活里的东西够用,就是我上面说的恩典,我相信这是神的安排,我为什么要去做神不让我做的东西,比如张皇或抱怨?感恩就是富足。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:30:45
你说的也是,知足常乐,也不用为钱苦恼
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:33:32
难道钱多就能买来一切吗?比如纯真,或执信?人没法返回到童年,钱也没法洗赎不公正。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:34:03
今天我是话多。
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:36:31
唉,有钱我就不会让父母受那么多的苦了
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:38:09
有可能你父母一直预料着他们的今天。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:39:41
你现在开始不指责或耽心你家里的亲属,他们可能就真的慢慢不用你了。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:40:38
你不记得你爷爷吗?他抱怨他的生活吗?我记得他很少担忧。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:41:20
很有可以你父母心理不成熟。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:43:58
成年人过分姿态僵硬,不通融,可能就是不成熟。毕竟世上人没有太对的。尊重年轻人和新社会就是睿智。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:46:08
你家可能太在意经济上出人头地。老是耽心落困就可能招来贫困。我觉得真有信心的人总是会看着机会和繁荣。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:47:34
佛教是最典型的看空的信仰,结果真的使中国一步比一步羸弱和破败。
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:50:01
这话智者说过很多遍:你想什么你就是什么。现实就是你的视野和天空。注意:一般人会说你的视野就是你的现实。

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riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)

no doubt it did so long.

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